1 00:00:01,610 --> 00:00:08,370 O God, the Eternal Father, we ask thee, in the name of thy Son, Jesus Christ, to 2 00:00:08,370 --> 00:00:12,870 bless and sanctify this water to the souls of those who drink of it, that 3 00:00:12,870 --> 00:00:17,430 they may do it in remembrance of the blood of thy Son, which was shed for 4 00:00:17,430 --> 00:00:18,430 them. 5 00:00:18,650 --> 00:00:25,590 And they may witness unto thee, O God, the Eternal Father, that they do always 6 00:00:25,590 --> 00:00:29,330 remember him, that they may have his spirit to be with them. 7 00:00:30,090 --> 00:00:31,090 Amen. 8 00:00:31,660 --> 00:00:32,659 Amen. 9 00:01:46,540 --> 00:01:49,300 Do you think you'll be able to make it to Relief Society on Wednesday? 10 00:01:49,660 --> 00:01:51,340 Yeah, it's going to be at 7, right? Yes. 11 00:01:51,540 --> 00:01:52,238 And you? 12 00:01:52,240 --> 00:01:54,360 I'm definitely coming in and bringing my cookies. 13 00:01:54,580 --> 00:01:58,200 We should all bring a dessert and do like a dessert potluck. 14 00:01:58,500 --> 00:02:02,100 That's a wonderful idea. I'm also going to have a scrapbooking project, so could 15 00:02:02,100 --> 00:02:03,100 you bring your scissors? 16 00:02:03,120 --> 00:02:05,900 I will. I just got a new one, so I have like 20, so it'll be plenty for 17 00:02:05,900 --> 00:02:06,900 everyone. Perfect. 18 00:02:07,220 --> 00:02:08,759 You know what I was thinking? 19 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:11,880 I was thinking we could do a non-member testimony night. 20 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:17,040 That is a great idea. I have a lot of non-member friends, and I really think 21 00:02:17,040 --> 00:02:20,920 that us bearing our testimonies is a great way to expose everyone to the 22 00:02:20,920 --> 00:02:23,000 gospel. That's a wonderful idea. 23 00:02:23,440 --> 00:02:25,100 I'm going to miss you guys. I'm going to go out to coffee. 24 00:02:25,860 --> 00:02:26,860 I'll miss you too. 25 00:02:27,080 --> 00:02:29,560 Okay. All right. I'll see you guys Wednesday, okay? All right. Good to see 26 00:02:29,560 --> 00:02:30,439 you. 27 00:02:30,440 --> 00:02:34,360 So I'll tell you. Oh, Sister Ferris, I need to talk to you for a minute. 28 00:02:34,900 --> 00:02:36,220 Just give me a second, okay? 29 00:02:37,080 --> 00:02:38,080 You were awesome. 30 00:02:38,940 --> 00:02:40,880 Great job on that basketball game. 31 00:02:42,860 --> 00:02:47,040 Yeah. So, Mrs. Ferris. Yes, Bishop Bond. How are you doing today? 32 00:02:47,260 --> 00:02:48,920 Good, thank you. That's good to hear. 33 00:02:49,180 --> 00:02:51,140 I need to speak to you in my office. 34 00:02:52,600 --> 00:02:53,600 Okay. 35 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:56,620 It's about the letter of recommendation. 36 00:02:57,180 --> 00:02:59,140 Oh, yes. Yeah, that would be great. 37 00:02:59,420 --> 00:03:00,420 Okay. 38 00:03:00,760 --> 00:03:02,980 4 p.m. work for you? Yeah, I can make that work. 39 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:06,220 Okay, great. I'll see you in a couple of hours. Thank you. All right, great. 40 00:03:06,440 --> 00:03:07,440 Bye, Bishop. 41 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:09,800 Who would have thought? 42 00:03:10,010 --> 00:03:12,490 so you can jump that high yeah it's amazing 43 00:03:41,260 --> 00:03:42,260 Just a minute. 44 00:04:03,960 --> 00:04:04,918 Alicia, hello. 45 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:05,719 Hi Bishop. 46 00:04:05,720 --> 00:04:06,960 Come on in. Have a seat. 47 00:04:10,760 --> 00:04:12,000 You know why I asked you here? 48 00:04:13,280 --> 00:04:15,380 Wasn't it about my referral letter? 49 00:04:16,079 --> 00:04:17,079 Yes, it was. 50 00:04:17,779 --> 00:04:23,960 I bet your parents are extremely proud that you decided to apply for BYU. 51 00:04:24,280 --> 00:04:25,840 Yeah, they really are. 52 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:28,920 That's great. 53 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:31,780 The Lord has big plans for you. 54 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:33,780 Do you think so? 55 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:36,060 Without a doubt. 56 00:04:45,420 --> 00:04:46,880 has testified of it. 57 00:04:48,240 --> 00:04:49,240 Wow. 58 00:04:49,500 --> 00:04:51,900 Yeah. Pretty exciting, huh? Yeah. 59 00:04:53,240 --> 00:04:57,500 So, tell me, how's your mom and dad? 60 00:04:58,020 --> 00:04:59,020 They're great. 61 00:04:59,180 --> 00:05:03,820 My dad's finally home from out of town, and he's not leaving again for the rest 62 00:05:03,820 --> 00:05:08,020 of the summer, so I'll get to spend plenty of time with him before I go off 63 00:05:08,020 --> 00:05:09,300 to school. Good. And your mom? 64 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:12,220 Yeah, yeah. She's good, too. 65 00:05:12,540 --> 00:05:15,000 Great. And what about your brothers and sister? 66 00:05:16,060 --> 00:05:18,760 They're great. My brother just got engaged last weekend. 67 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:20,080 That's right. 68 00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:21,700 Congratulations on that. Thank you. 69 00:05:22,540 --> 00:05:24,080 So, and your schooling? 70 00:05:25,300 --> 00:05:26,300 School is great. 71 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:29,140 I'm about to graduate at the top of my class. 72 00:05:29,440 --> 00:05:31,540 And, yeah. 73 00:05:32,040 --> 00:05:33,040 And your friends? 74 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:36,780 My friends are good, too. I mean, they're all kind of, you know, 75 00:05:36,780 --> 00:05:38,820 scrambling, getting ready for graduation. 76 00:05:40,120 --> 00:05:41,860 filling out last-minute college applications. 77 00:05:42,380 --> 00:05:46,960 Well, not really what I mean. I mean, like, are your friends, you know, 78 00:05:46,960 --> 00:05:48,400 remaining on the straight and narrow? 79 00:05:50,300 --> 00:05:55,640 Um, I mean, yes, I would assume so. Yeah, I know, a little bit of peer 80 00:05:55,640 --> 00:06:02,520 pressure, but I mean, for the most part, they're... Yes, um, they all seem 81 00:06:02,520 --> 00:06:06,700 to be doing well, and, I mean, I see them here every Sunday, too, so... 82 00:06:06,990 --> 00:06:08,610 Okay, and what about your boyfriend? 83 00:06:08,890 --> 00:06:10,250 What was his name? Johnny? 84 00:06:10,510 --> 00:06:14,790 Yeah, he leaves on his mission next week, so... Oh, really? 85 00:06:15,330 --> 00:06:17,830 Where? Which one? He's going to South America. 86 00:06:18,230 --> 00:06:20,290 Ah, good for him. 87 00:06:22,030 --> 00:06:26,310 So, you do know the reason why he asked you here? 88 00:06:28,030 --> 00:06:31,930 Well, I thought it was about my letter. 89 00:06:32,930 --> 00:06:33,970 Um, yes. 90 00:06:35,350 --> 00:06:36,350 But... 91 00:06:36,590 --> 00:06:39,390 I need to be very truthful about it. 92 00:06:40,430 --> 00:06:47,410 And I'm not sure of your worthiness of it. 93 00:06:50,550 --> 00:06:55,150 Because I didn't take the sacrament today. 94 00:06:55,590 --> 00:06:57,390 You notice that? 95 00:06:59,890 --> 00:07:02,610 Yeah, I did notice that. 96 00:07:04,360 --> 00:07:09,180 Is there anything that you want to say? 97 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:13,180 Is there something that you feel a little guilty of? 98 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:16,760 Alicia, 99 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:24,700 I know you're 18 years old now, and I 100 00:07:24,700 --> 00:07:30,380 know you're at a point that you're kind of exploring and everything and kind of 101 00:07:30,380 --> 00:07:32,760 testing the waters, so to speak. 102 00:07:33,390 --> 00:07:34,930 You know, what's right, what's wrong. 103 00:07:36,250 --> 00:07:40,770 But, you know, I'm sure that anything you've done could be forgiven. 104 00:07:42,630 --> 00:07:43,630 Right? 105 00:07:51,930 --> 00:07:58,530 Look, I need you to trust in the Lord and the 106 00:07:58,530 --> 00:07:59,610 repentance process. 107 00:08:01,190 --> 00:08:02,190 Only then, 108 00:08:03,120 --> 00:08:04,860 Can you truly be forgiven? 109 00:08:06,500 --> 00:08:12,560 And only then can I write that letter of recommendation to you. 110 00:08:13,640 --> 00:08:14,760 That's all I want. 111 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:20,200 I just, um, one slip up. 112 00:08:23,420 --> 00:08:24,540 One slip up? 113 00:08:25,020 --> 00:08:26,020 Just one? 114 00:08:26,100 --> 00:08:27,100 Just, yeah. 115 00:08:32,360 --> 00:08:33,360 Boyfriend. 116 00:09:09,640 --> 00:09:13,920 that that's probably one of the most important laws. 117 00:09:17,340 --> 00:09:18,340 Yes. 118 00:09:21,960 --> 00:09:27,820 So... Why 119 00:09:27,820 --> 00:09:30,820 don't we start from the beginning? 120 00:09:39,240 --> 00:09:40,520 We were watching a movie. 121 00:09:41,600 --> 00:09:42,660 What kind of movie? 122 00:09:43,260 --> 00:09:46,360 Um, it was just a scary movie. 123 00:09:46,740 --> 00:09:52,460 So, just a scary movie, just something happened, startled you, you jumped into 124 00:09:52,460 --> 00:09:53,460 his arms, that was it? 125 00:09:54,200 --> 00:09:55,520 Right? No. 126 00:09:55,760 --> 00:10:00,240 No, we were, we were, um, we were laying on the couch. 127 00:10:00,700 --> 00:10:01,840 How were you laying? 128 00:10:05,580 --> 00:10:08,500 He... Were you facing each other? 129 00:10:12,890 --> 00:10:15,810 On our sides and he... Where was he? 130 00:10:16,150 --> 00:10:17,150 He was behind me. 131 00:10:17,350 --> 00:10:18,249 Behind you? 132 00:10:18,250 --> 00:10:22,770 Yes. So his front of his knees were to the back of your knees? 133 00:10:23,990 --> 00:10:26,390 How close was he to you? 134 00:10:28,690 --> 00:10:32,630 He was so close that he could feel the heat from your body. 135 00:10:32,870 --> 00:10:33,870 Yes. 136 00:10:35,210 --> 00:10:36,210 Go on. 137 00:10:37,130 --> 00:10:38,650 He started to... 138 00:10:40,300 --> 00:10:41,300 Massage me. 139 00:10:41,340 --> 00:10:42,340 Where? 140 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:47,160 Where? 141 00:10:47,640 --> 00:10:54,420 At first, just on my arm, hand, and then he reached for my 142 00:10:54,420 --> 00:10:55,420 breasts. 143 00:10:55,540 --> 00:10:57,440 Over your shirt or under your shirt? 144 00:10:58,140 --> 00:10:59,600 It was under. 145 00:11:00,060 --> 00:11:01,660 Over or under your bra? 146 00:11:04,540 --> 00:11:08,580 I wasn't wearing one. 147 00:11:10,730 --> 00:11:12,250 What do you mean you weren't wearing one? 148 00:11:12,650 --> 00:11:13,690 What were you wearing? 149 00:11:14,350 --> 00:11:15,690 I was just in my pajamas. 150 00:11:16,570 --> 00:11:17,630 It was late. 151 00:11:21,430 --> 00:11:27,950 And at that point, was the Holy Spirit with you? 152 00:11:29,710 --> 00:11:31,750 Or did you feel the Spirit leave? 153 00:11:32,610 --> 00:11:33,610 I don't know. 154 00:11:33,770 --> 00:11:35,710 It all happened so fast. 155 00:11:38,930 --> 00:11:39,930 Go on. 156 00:11:41,260 --> 00:11:42,420 What happened next? 157 00:11:48,080 --> 00:11:53,200 Then he reached into my pants. 158 00:11:59,620 --> 00:12:03,000 Over or under your panties? 159 00:12:11,850 --> 00:12:12,850 Tell me. 160 00:12:13,190 --> 00:12:15,810 You know how the Lord can know when you're lying. 161 00:12:20,150 --> 00:12:21,590 It was under. 162 00:12:25,750 --> 00:12:26,750 Yeah. 163 00:12:28,550 --> 00:12:33,870 He put his fingers inside of me. 164 00:12:35,830 --> 00:12:36,830 Yeah. 165 00:12:43,880 --> 00:12:45,120 He started moving them around. 166 00:12:45,440 --> 00:12:46,440 Yeah. 167 00:12:48,940 --> 00:12:55,480 He did that for a minute and then he took off the rest of my clothes and 168 00:12:55,480 --> 00:12:57,080 kept touching me. 169 00:12:57,520 --> 00:12:58,900 Was he pressed up against you? 170 00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:00,360 Yes. 171 00:13:01,320 --> 00:13:02,420 Was he erect? 172 00:13:04,100 --> 00:13:05,100 Yes. 173 00:13:06,900 --> 00:13:12,580 I need you to be very specific about what happened next. 174 00:13:25,829 --> 00:13:28,370 Did he put his penis inside of you? 175 00:13:31,110 --> 00:13:32,110 Answer me. 176 00:13:32,910 --> 00:13:35,710 God will know if you're not telling the truth. 177 00:13:36,670 --> 00:13:39,270 Did he put his penis inside of you? 178 00:13:40,690 --> 00:13:41,690 He did. 179 00:13:42,410 --> 00:13:43,590 Did you like it? 180 00:13:46,410 --> 00:13:48,510 Did it feel good? 181 00:13:53,480 --> 00:13:54,780 Did you orgasm? 182 00:13:55,360 --> 00:13:57,620 What? Did you orgasm? 183 00:13:59,420 --> 00:14:02,340 Answer me. 184 00:14:03,320 --> 00:14:05,380 Did he stay in that one position? 185 00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:10,900 Or did he move you around in different positions? 186 00:14:11,940 --> 00:14:15,040 He went on top of me. 187 00:14:15,380 --> 00:14:16,380 Yeah? 188 00:14:16,460 --> 00:14:18,760 Did you get on top of him at any point? 189 00:14:22,380 --> 00:14:24,800 Is it because he didn't want you to, or is it because you were afraid? 190 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:27,820 How did that make you feel? 191 00:14:28,580 --> 00:14:29,580 I don't know. 192 00:14:34,920 --> 00:14:37,540 So tell me what else you did. 193 00:14:40,020 --> 00:14:42,300 He... Did he turn you around? Did you face each other? 194 00:14:43,320 --> 00:14:46,380 He was kissing me. 195 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:47,780 Yeah, kissing you where? 196 00:14:49,020 --> 00:14:50,020 Here. 197 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:51,840 Yeah, kissing you on your breasts? 198 00:14:52,260 --> 00:14:54,420 I still have marks on me. 199 00:14:55,020 --> 00:14:58,820 Marks? What do you mean marks? 200 00:15:00,020 --> 00:15:01,020 Alicia, 201 00:15:02,760 --> 00:15:05,220 did he hit you? 202 00:15:05,740 --> 00:15:12,180 No, they're just from his kissing. 203 00:15:12,820 --> 00:15:18,180 Oh, the kid's cool now. 204 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:23,540 Oh, okay. 205 00:15:28,140 --> 00:15:31,280 I need you to show me. 206 00:15:31,820 --> 00:15:34,440 What? Show me. 207 00:15:37,780 --> 00:15:44,680 But... Show 208 00:15:44,680 --> 00:15:47,960 me. 209 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:51,040 What? Show me. 210 00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:11,420 I think we're gonna need to see the whole area. Why don't you take your 211 00:16:11,420 --> 00:16:12,420 dress off? 212 00:16:17,300 --> 00:16:19,300 Take your dress off. 213 00:16:20,280 --> 00:16:21,280 Go on. 214 00:16:21,980 --> 00:16:28,760 And while you do that, I'm gonna read a little scripture to you that's 215 00:16:28,760 --> 00:16:29,760 fitting. 216 00:16:31,880 --> 00:16:33,320 You should know about it. 217 00:16:33,640 --> 00:16:36,380 It was actually on the board today during class. 218 00:16:38,090 --> 00:16:39,850 It's Hebrews 4.13. 219 00:16:44,050 --> 00:16:49,610 Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. 220 00:16:54,450 --> 00:17:01,110 Everything is naked and exposed before the 221 00:17:01,110 --> 00:17:07,069 eyes of him to whom we must. 222 00:17:08,970 --> 00:17:09,970 Give a count. 223 00:17:26,790 --> 00:17:27,849 Try to face me. 224 00:17:30,970 --> 00:17:32,510 Do you know what that means? 225 00:17:33,770 --> 00:17:34,770 I don't know. 226 00:17:36,650 --> 00:17:37,650 Look at me. 227 00:17:39,500 --> 00:17:43,300 That means that God has already seen all of you. 228 00:17:45,020 --> 00:17:46,360 Do you deny God? 229 00:17:48,520 --> 00:17:54,120 No. Are you denying the opportunity to go to the school that you want to go to? 230 00:17:54,300 --> 00:17:55,300 No. 231 00:17:56,380 --> 00:17:57,940 Then take off those bras. 232 00:18:24,590 --> 00:18:25,590 Put my hands on you. 233 00:19:43,280 --> 00:19:44,500 as you sit down on my desk. 234 00:20:01,060 --> 00:20:05,460 Your body is a temple. 235 00:20:06,520 --> 00:20:09,800 And as a priesthood holder, 236 00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:30,000 I'll get my letter. 237 00:20:31,420 --> 00:20:37,720 As soon as we do, thank the Lord. 238 00:21:35,850 --> 00:21:42,110 your boyfriend to know that you're not pure do you i mean 239 00:21:42,110 --> 00:21:48,750 what would everybody think i mean nobody 240 00:21:48,750 --> 00:21:52,550 wants a piece of bubble gum after 241 00:28:13,480 --> 00:28:14,480 You know. 242 00:29:13,260 --> 00:29:14,260 One time? 243 00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:15,520 Yes. 244 00:29:54,990 --> 00:29:56,290 because you wanted to do it, right? 245 00:29:58,030 --> 00:30:00,210 Then keep going. 246 00:35:58,980 --> 00:35:59,980 Don't even. 247 00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:01,410 You want to be forgiven? 248 00:40:02,130 --> 00:40:03,170 On today. 249 00:53:02,030 --> 00:53:07,570 for I know that all of his promptings are directly from your guidance. 250 00:53:09,650 --> 00:53:16,530 Thank you, Father, for helping Bishop Vaughn guide me through 251 00:53:16,530 --> 00:53:17,570 the repentance progress. 252 00:53:21,730 --> 00:53:24,930 Bless me on this journey back to worthiness. 253 00:53:27,850 --> 00:53:29,550 In the name of Jesus Christ.